what a strange feeling it is,
to not hurt anymore. when your dreams fail, your hopes are crushed, and everything spirals downward. i no longer care. its not a bad feeling, im not turning my back on the world. its as if they go right through me, without feeling. things will get worse, things will get better, but in the end, it all stays right here. i like the feeling. give me your best shot. time to go play force...
two faced like a quarter
i really cant believe the things i hear about you half the time. id think, “no, that cant be right, thats not like her.” but really, what ARE you like? your so two faced its stunning. your just like any other of these no moral having sluts i see in school. we were friends, and yet you talked ill behind my back. if you had fault with me or my ways, say to me personally. dont sit there...
See, this is why we cant have nice things.– Artillious. his usual response to blunders and mishaps lol
today was pretty okay, got high before school, which made it enjoyable. might go hang with ashley today, so thats always good :D i did almost get busted though. as i was walking home, an and smoking a cigarette, my mom pulled up behind me. i causally hid the cigarette in my hand and approached the window and dropped it. she offered a ride and i declined. man i thought i was busted for...
yeah. im a big nerd. but i think its awesome, so tough shit. pwnage lol
the night comes to a close
and godamn does my head hurt! too much hookah i guess. damn i gotta go pop some damn tylenol or something. party hard, people.
in the house with unlcoked doors
gonna get picked up and head over to buy a hookah :D leave me comments, or post something cool!
runnin on empty
cant shake this groggy feeling. but im good for the most part. might go buy a hookah today! its still early in the day, so who knows where it will go?